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Bad Habit Resurfaced: OCs!

  • Jul. 16th, 2009 at 11:51 AM
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Continuing the last rant regarding my Vampire Knight's disappointment.

The disappointment led to my experiment if I put an OC as a new love interest for Zero. And you know, when I tried to flesh up their relationship, it ended up into more than a hundred pages in one document! O_o What the-?  FYI, it's written in word with normal format (Calibri, 11).

And the story kinda started at an odd starting point, after finally Yuuki and Kaname got married, Zero went to Paris, France, where my OC, Misaki were currently studying in. I want to post the story in LJ, but I don't want to confuse anyone who stumble on my story and read it. So to make it easy, I shall introduce my OC first.

Hisakawa Misaki

Eyecolor:  clear blue
Haircolor:  golden

Misaki was a year below Zero, Yuuki, and Yori, making her a year younger than Yuuki and two years younger than Zero. She was in the first year (10th) when Zero was in the second year (11th) of high school in Cross Academy. That was when they first met.


The Meeting )

The Personality )

The Interactions )

The Past )

The Aftermath
...Which leads to the point that I started my hundred-long story...

After Misaki and Zero reached the end of their deal, they maintained their cordial relationship. Misaki became the one Zero went to whenever he needed advice or assurance even after she graduated and went to study in Paris in order to become an architect by scholarship. Zero officially took up the responsibility as the president of the Hunter Association and became the most influential man in the hunters and by extention, human society. Until finally three years after high school graduation, Kaname and Yuuki were married with Zero's blessing. Regardless of his blessings, it was still difficult for him, so he went to Paris few days after the wedding.


Vampire Knight rants (Intro to the next rant)

  • Jul. 16th, 2009 at 11:03 AM
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Okay, maybe some of my LJ friends realize this bad habit of mine that likes to put an OC into my fandom when I'm not satisfied with some of the story or character. And that's how this OC is created, with the same frustration that created my KHR's OC: Hiiragi Yuuki.

The fandom? Vampire Knight.

Yep, the Vampire Knight. I just love this manga, not only it has great artwork, Hino-sensei surely put great details in her drawings, it also has interesting story and plot regarding vampires and humans that hunted them or hunters. The first arc were more focused on the characters, but it seems the newest arc will give bigger scope of what was happening in the world where the characters live in. 

My latest disappointment is how it's confirmed that the main heroine, Yuuki loves both Kaname, who was one of the strongest and influential purebloods who was also her 'brother' and promised future husband as it was normal for pureblood familles to intermarriage, and Zero, who was the surviving member of the infamous hunter family, Kiryuu who was turned into vampire himself and was taken care by Yuuki after being taken in.

I just find it difficult for someone to love not only one, but two people with the same kind of love between man and woman. Maybe because I'm sort of the typical romantics that there's only one person to love, one spouse, in one time. So I kinda went to, "What the heck! Make up your mind woman! Pick one!"

It's just not fair for both of them, knowing that the other part of the one that they love belongs to someone else. For this kind of love, I think love is supposed to be selfish. Because you would never be content that way. What kind of love that is if it doesn't make the person happy?

Trying to be as objective as possible. I think Yuuki should end up with Kaname, because both of them are purebloods, and purebloods live forever. It'd be rather cruel to love someone who would die before you and live the rest of your life, which is the eternity, alone. And Kaname's been very, very kind and patient to Yuuki, even going as far as holding back his thirst of her blood for years.

I don't mind if Yuuki chose Zero, she'll likely end up with Kaname either way, but somehow, I felt that  they need a lot to work on for their relationship to last compared to Kaname. First is the fact that Zero is and will always be a hunter, regardless that he's a vampire now. His natural instict will always to refuse vampires. If Yuuki remains human, I think the two will work out fine, but now that Yuuki's revealed to be a vampire, a pureblood one too, it'll be rather awkward, if not difficult. Second, I sort of believe that Zero loves Yuuki as a human, although vampire Yuuki's not much different in essence with human Yuuki, I think there's quite a difference between the two. So I think both of them will realize or at least Zero will realize they won't work out, and they're better apart.

If it heads to that direction, I imagine that the Kurans get married and Zero remains on his own, loving Yuuki from afar and doing what he knows best as a hunter, and a president of the hunter association.

And that leads to me making an OC... in a far, far away and unlikely future. *laughs*

To be continued~ 

What is a good friend?

  • Jul. 9th, 2009 at 5:52 PM
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I think I've hurt one of my friend's feelings.

And I feel really, really bad that I want to cry, but at the same time words came out easily to me, yet it didn't reflect my own feelings. Sometimes I just don't understand myself. I can be emphatic, but I can be apathetic. My feelings and my thoughts became two different, separate things.

My mouth is really my beast. Or so the saying in my country goes.

I can say or write things so recklessly without thinking of the consequences. Sometimes I really wonder that I'm really a bad friend that no one likes to befriend with.

I suppose I tend to apply my own standards to others and forget that that standard might not apply to them. I'd understand if that friend of mine unfriend me from her LJ. If you read this, I'm fine with that. I'm your unwanted stalker after all ;)

I just really, really hate to see others close to me in such state that makes me sad, that makes me afraid. The thing is, I cannot be there for you. I cannot know what you're going through exactly. And I don't know how to reach out, only by words, that's all I know. In my desire to have those words reach you, I make the words sharper and maybe... crueler. I can be a scary talker. I realize that. It makes other rather scared or uncomfortable of me. No justification to my actions. I'm just no smooth talker. Hell yeah.

So to all my friends, especially my online friends... Just beware. You'll have to endure this part of me sometimes being my friend. Don't be afraid to correct me if I cross the line. I think being friends, is by doing things that not necessarily liked by others, but needed. Often we don't know what's wrong until someone points it out to us. We cannot always see ourselves objectively.

Thank you. For being a friend to this kind of person. It means a lot to me. And I hope I can return it to you, twofolds, if possible.

Love you all.

May. 15th, 2009

  • 2:57 PM
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Snagged from [info]

Comment here and I will:
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LJ.

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Character Meme

  • May. 2nd, 2009 at 8:28 PM
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I got tagged by [info]teruame 

So here it is, dear~

Character: 
Sawada Tsunayoshi

1.Do you like this person?

Indeed, he's my favorite character in KHR. I love, love his character development. Although his traits are rather typical for the main character. Although I cannot help but looking forward of his future self. (pun intended :D)

2. How do you call this person?
Tsuna, Cielo (Shadow's style, you know what I mean Jess)

3. Which color do you associate with this person?

Reddish orange flame, Blue sky

4. What do you like best about his/her look?

Hmmm, I wonder, the childish innocence... yet the determination and maturity that slowly show, especially wheh he's in a suit! *______*

5. Looking at his/her character, what blood type do you think he/she has?

Based on Japanese culture regarding blood type... More of an O type, I think.

6. What do you want to tell that person?

It's a gonna be a rough future ahead of you. Stay true to yourself and you'll never be alone.

7. What do you want to do with this person: hug, kiss or shake?
Hmm, Tsuna's too adorable not to be hugged... although he'd shy away most likely :D


Okies...I'll tag...
[info]illyria : Frodo Baggins or Samwise Gamgee, either one you'd like.
Forgot Anne's LJ username: Severus Snape, maybe?


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Alive and Kickin'!

  • Apr. 26th, 2009 at 9:28 PM
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 I'm baaack~!

I feel very bad for my journals (and those who bother to read it ^^) for abandoning you. I'm so sorrrryyyy....

I kinda got my attention elsewhere, and writing (either journal or fanfics) are at the end of my list. Well, let's share what's happening in my life, shall we? BTW, I warn you it's gotta be long.

To remind you, I'm currently in my eighth semester, my supposedly last semester. I should've started on finishing my final project as the main requirement of graduation, besides passing all of my classes, of course. However, I haven't started on it... I've done the easy parts, the three first chapters in the last semester, but started doubting my choice of topic.... for waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too long. And I kinda hesitated in meeting my professor, considering the lack of progress... T_T

Due to the final project that has the most credits yet with no actual, physical classes, I am left with many -maybe too many- free time, that's supposed to be allocated for my final project and you know, I kinda wasted it. Yeah, I know, but I can't help it. =_= It feels incredibly relieving, after what a hectic semester the seventh was... *feels queasy at the reminder*

I want to graduate this year... but it seems so unlikely... with the progress I'm having... especially seeing others have a better progress than I do. As panicked as I am, as much as I want to cry, I cannot help but simply carry on and shrug it off, taking it in my own pace. That's the kind of person I am, and I think my weakness of inability in getting into details got me in this situation, but cannot figure it out for my own sake how. *scratches head in frustration*

Oh well... (you get what I mean, that's my reaction after getting frustrated :p)

Stuff I'm currently into:
-Manga. I'm reading a bunch of new titles and has added more titles in my list of awaited reads every day, every week. Lemme see, I've finished Black Cat. Started following Liar Game, Psyren, Code Breaker, Alice Academy, Shugo Chara (LOL)... Rereading D.Grayman, and feels sad for the long hiatus while it hasn't lost its mystery. While most of her other usual reads are getting more interesting, such as Katekyo Hitman Reborn with Vongola vs Millefiore and lots of interesting stuff and goodies :D; Kekkaishi with the impending attack on Karasumori when Yoshimori's in turmoil; xxxHolic and Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles with the appearances of multiple Sakura and Syaoran and disappearance of Yuuko, a hopeful sign of all mysteries gonna be solved; Full Metal Alchemist... Unlike those I mentioned... Naruto isn't that interesting, but much better off compared to Bleach whose direction I cannot follow, pretty much bleaker future. My other favorite reads that once again appeared: Goong, it was getting bittersweet with the spotlight on the separation, this is the best drama, romance manga I've read; Vampire Knight, as much as I love the drawing, I'm kinda doubtful of its future now that Yuuki's a vampire... I'm a Zero fan, thank you :p; and Spiral Suiri no Kizuna, now it's getting to the end... I'm getting suspenseful.

-Fanfics. The main source of fics I read came from my fave list in FFnet and the communities I joined/watched in LJ. I'm currently hooked with Tudors fics made by ReganX. I've always had this fascination in history, and especially Anne Boleyn the tragic queen, yet the one who mothered the great Elizabeth I. The interest was sparked again by the HBO series regarding Henry VIII and his six wives. I'm a sucker for detailed and realistic fics, especially history with my fave historical figures.

-Facebook and Plurk. The current layout make it easier to comment on others, especially most of my friends in facebook are the people I'm well acquainted with. The applications are addictive. Currently playing UNO and Restaurant City. And Plurk? It was rather similar with Twitter, but I think it's more attractive and the friends I've actually met and known joined in, making it more interesting to comment on each other. The more the merrier, indeed.

-Series. My current fave channel? AXN and Animax. CSI is getting interesting now Grissom's gone, CSI:NY has just started. FMA is starting, Tears to Tiara seems promising. Other than that the Tudors in HBO and True Blood in Cinemax. Before, I was following Gundam 00. Season 2 kinda disappoint me, especially the ending. Supposedly keeping the best for last? Though I really love Yuna Ito's Trust Me.

-Music. Listening to a bunch of music from old stuff to new stuff. Demi Lovato's not bad, suprisingly. I really like her in Camp Rock. Hooked into local teen band, Vierra, the piano is good. Hikki's back with her English album, I like Come Back To Me. Gigi's back to their roots, as unique and original as ever. Ciara is sure lucky to get Enrique and Justin to duet with. Love Sex Magic is surely not for all eyes... >_> JT, don't forget Jessica Biel~!

Lastly, my friend is already married in the age of 22, when she's not finished school yet, but because of that all of us managed to crowd the wedding party, making it such an internal event for our major, or specifically, our class, instead a supposedly social function. Wherever my eyes went, I always found a familiar face or two. I ended up eating a bunch of course. :p The food was good, and worth the time and distance to get there. His husband is from the same major but different degree (she's bachelor, he's master).

Thanks for reading this long rant. Have fun commenting if you'd like :D There might be a second part you know XDD

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KHR Chapter 226

  • Jan. 25th, 2009 at 2:50 PM
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Again, for non-KHR readers, skip this rant :D

Well, I'm not a rabid Xanxus fan, so I didn't become a puddle of goo with the super fanservice done by Amano. But Xanxus' words and the last spread page definitely got me squealing like a fangirl XDD

Lemme quote:
"Regardless of our internal strife, in times of crisis, when we are attacked by scumbags from the outside... We, the Vongola, are always... One."

And it was followed by a wonderful two-paged of the whole Vongola which also included the Varia.


Darn, Xanxus, I never know that you can be so eloquent with words~!! Considering you're the type of person who goes bang-bang without second thought *rolls on the floor laughing* But then again, it's been ten years, maybe he grew up... a little. His temper is still awful lot and quite a lazy bum and insensitive jerk. XDD

With this, I officially declared that Xanxus won the Best Line EVER in KHR. Congratulations~!

And I don't know, I kinda annoyed with Siel... For a supposedly royal genius, he's really, really stupid. He completely ignored the most important rule in battles: Never underestimate your opponent, EVER. Especially this is the Vongola, d'oh? *slaps head in exasperation* The only family Millefiore had difficulty in defeating even after gaining strength over the years and their leader's death. He didn't even has any knowledge/information about them, which was crucial in battles and didn't bother to think about it, unlike his butler. Darn, the butler is waaay smarter that the master. It's such a waste.
 
Because of it, my appreciation for Bel raised a notch. Not to mention he's still better looking, and he's not that idiot. He didn't underestimate Gokudera when they fought, if I'm not mistaken. Although Siel's panicked face after knowing that he was no match resembled Bel's. *giggles*

What I also realized... that Xanxus, indirectly acknowledged that the Vongola was at its strongest during Tsuna's reign, regardless Tsuna was not his TYL self.

Oooooh, Xanxus, you respect Tsuna that much huh? :D

Come on... Move on from Italy, Amano. I wanna see Tsuna and the other now... and see whether Yamamoto and Ryohei has finally woken up or not. *sighs*

End of Year and New Year's Holidays

  • Jan. 1st, 2009 at 10:33 AM
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You know, it's very very dangerous for me to have holidays or long and lots of free time....

Why?

1. I pretty much dominate the house, especially my room and the refrigerator and cupboards where the foods and drinks are XDD
 Because it's a long holiday (due to the multiple official holidays being close to each other), many people make my city, my hometown as their destination and makes this already crowded city, into a more crowded one, making me too lazy to get out from my house. *sighs*
2. Related to  number one, I'm getting FAT. *ROTFL* Considering my days mostly consisted of sitting, sleeping, and eating... It'd be no surprise if I gain back my weight, after losing my weight (and sleep) during the hectic days of my tiring university life....
3. Related to number one again, my parents are getting too much of me, since I don't go anywhere, while I was busy with university, they were getting so little of me XDD
4. I'm getting so lazy that I'm afraid I'll lose the pace I'd need to get back when the holidays are over.
5. I'm afraid I'm using the whole internet bandwith for myself for watching anime in Youtube and browsing stuff XDD
6. Additional to number five, I think we'll have a very huge electrical bills T_T I'm sorrrrryyyyyyy... Computer is my life~ Well, not that bad really, I can do stuff without laptop/computer for days, but it's the best entertainment one can get when there's no good watching or reading materials.

I suppose this is what happens when one free-time-and-rest-deprived university girl get a long holiday... XDD

How about you?

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KHR Chapter 221

  • Dec. 7th, 2008 at 7:25 PM
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For once, I want to rant about this latest chapter of Katekyou Hitman Reborn (for those who are not familiar with this fandom, just ignore this post, I'm sorry for the inconvenience guys)

1.  What's with the meat Xanxus?
     Still don't get it to this moment, what's with Xanxus and meat?
2. For once, I saw Gokudera and Hibari in agreement of something.
    ...Which is unfortunate for Irie, because it's regarding biting him to death. *laughing out loud due to see their expression*
    And it's interesting to see his reaction to Lambo...
3. And darn, Ryohei and Yamamoto are still out for the count? =_=
    I can understand Ryohei... but Yama? Is that wall that tough? Maybe he should give a note to self to be as far as possible from walls.
4. Hmmm... Fran is Bel's practice target.
    Amazed with the knives sticking out of Fran's back, with Fran seemed  completely indifferent to the pain he should feel. Gotta love his attitude XDD
5. Another cute box weapon!! Minx!!!
   Why most of the box weapons are cute animals? Okay with this, it's safe to assume all animal box weapon with storm attributes are cute... and dangerous. Heck, global warming!! You really should listen to Fran for this one Bel....
6. Ho... Bel and Jill huh?
   For twins, Bel is surely the better looking one *laughs* Though the eyes hidden by hair starts to get old...

Well... That's quite a twist, but still... You keep too many TYLs in your closet, Amano... Give it to us NOW!!

*KHR-crazed mood*

Nov. 7th, 2008

  • 11:37 PM
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On April 4, 1968 Marthin Luther King dream was postponed…

Finnally, Nov 4 2008 Barak Obama answer those dreams. What a Day!!!!

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Barack Obama gives his victory speech in Chicago

President-elect Barack Obama spoke to the world from his home city of Chicago as he became the first black president of the United States. Here is the full text of his victory speech:

"Hello, Chicago.

"If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.

"It's the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen, by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different, that their voices could be that difference.

"It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled, Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of red states and blue states.

"We are, and always will be, the United States of America.

"It's the answer that led those who've been told for so long by so many to be cynical and fearful and doubtful about what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day.

"It's been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this date in this election at this defining moment, change has come to America.

"A little bit earlier this evening, I received an extraordinarily gracious call from Senator McCain.

"Senator McCain fought long and hard in this campaign. And he's fought even longer and harder for the country that he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine. We are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader.

"I congratulate him; I congratulate Governor (Sarah) Palin for all that they've achieved. And I look forward to working with them to renew this nation's promise in the months ahead.

"I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart, and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton and rode with on the train home to Delaware, the vice president-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.

"And I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last 16 years, the rock of our family, the love of my life, the nation's next first lady Michelle Obama.

"Sasha and Malia I love you both more than you can imagine. And you have earned the new puppy that's coming with us to the new White House.

"And while she's no longer with us, I know my grandmother' s watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight. I know that my debt to them is beyond measure.

"To my sister Maya, my sister Alma, all my other brothers and sisters, thank you so much for all the support that you've given me. I am grateful to them.

"And to my campaign manager, David Plouffe, the unsung hero of this campaign, who built the best - the best political campaign, I think, in the history of the United States of America.

"To my chief strategist David Axelrod who's been a partner with me every step of the way. To the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics, you made this happen and I am forever grateful for what you've sacrificed to get it done.

"But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to. It belongs to you. It belongs to you.

"I was never the likeliest candidate for this office.

"We didn't start with much money or many endorsements.

"Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington. It began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston.

"It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give 5 and 10 and 20 to the cause.

"It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generation's apathy, who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep.

"It drew strength from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on doors of perfect strangers, and from the millions of Americans who volunteered and organised and proved that more than two centuries later a government of the people, by the people, and for the people has not perished from the Earth.

"This is your victory.

"And I know you didn't do this just to win an election. And I know you didn't do it for me.

"You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime - two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century.

"Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us.

"There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after the children fall asleep and wonder how they'll make the mortgage or pay their doctors' bills or save enough for their child's college education.

"There's new energy to harness, new jobs to be created, new schools to build, and threats to meet, alliances to repair.

"The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even in one term. But, America, I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there.

"I promise you, we as a people will get there.

"There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won't agree with every decision or policy I make as president. And we know the government can't solve every problem.

"But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree. And, above all, I will ask you to join in the work of remaking this nation, the only way it's been done in America for 221 years - block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.

"What began 21 months ago in the depths of winter cannot end on this autumn night.

"This victory alone is not the change we seek. It is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were.

"It can't happen without you, without a new spirit of service, a new spirit of sacrifice.

"So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism, of responsibility, where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves but each other.

"Let us remember that, if this financial crisis taught us anything, it's that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers.

"In this country, we rise or fall as one nation, as one people. Let's resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long.

"Let's remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House, a party founded on the values of self-reliance and individual liberty and national unity.

"Those are values that we all share. And while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress.

"As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours, we are not enemies but friends. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.

"And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn, I may not have won your vote tonight, but I hear your voices. I need your help. And I will be your president, too.

"And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces, to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of the world, our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand.

"To those - to those who would tear the world down: We will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security: We support you. And to all those who have wondered if America's beacon still burns as bright: Tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity and unyielding hope.

"That's the true genius of America: that America can change. Our union can be perfected. What we've already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

"This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that's on my mind tonight's about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She's a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing: Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.

"She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn't vote for two reasons - because she was a woman and because of the colour of her skin.

"And tonight, I think about all that she's seen throughout her century in America - the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can't, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.

"At a time when women's voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.

"When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs, a new sense of common purpose. Yes we can.

"When the bombs fell on our harbour and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes we can.

"She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that 'We Shall Overcome'. Yes we can.

"A man touched down on the moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination.

"And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change.

"Yes we can.

"America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves - if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see? What progress will we have made?

"This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment.

"This is our time, to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth, that, out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope. And where we are met with cynicism and doubts and those who tell us that we can't, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people: Yes, we can.

"Thank you. God bless you. And may God bless the United States of America."

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I'm not an American, but I can't help but to feel moved, just by reading this speech. Bravo Obama! I wish you the best for the changes that will come...

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36 Questions

  • Oct. 16th, 2008 at 5:23 PM
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Meme from [info]

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... you're on my list, so I want to know you better!


Comment here and repost a blank one on your own journal.


01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

The Kind Of Man

  • Oct. 15th, 2008 at 10:04 PM
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This is a short story I wrote after a long time of fanfic writing withdrawal, so it might not be that good...
I'd like to dedicate this for our birthday boy: Sawada Tsunayoshi. Although it's a bit late. Enjoy :)


“The future influences the present just as much as the past.”

-Friedrich Nietzsche


 

The Kind of Man )

Sep. 5th, 2008

  • 10:00 PM
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Your result for The Harry Potter Husband Test...

Mrs. Harry Potter

Your perfect HP man is Harry Potter.

You like a guy who's not afraid to fight evil when evil picks a fight. There's a lot to say for bravery in the face of overwhelming odds, even if it does come with a prejudice against people who don't fit into his conception of "good guy" and a penchant for hurling objects across rooms when he gets angry. But in fairness, for an orphan who's spent the better part of his life being hunted by the most evil wizard in existence, he's turned out pretty well. Just be prepared to name your kids after everyone he's ever lost, because he's got a bit of an obsession about the past.




(Fanart by hito 76 http://hito76.deviantart.com/ Used with permission.)

Take The Harry Potter Husband Test at HelloQuizzy

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[Beyonce] The heart is stronger than you think
It’s like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

[Carrie] Sometimes you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into
your heart the beat goes on

[Rihanna] I’m tellin’ you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

[Sheryl] Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle
[Beyonce] You need to know

CHORUS
[Sheryl] If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
[Sheryl/Beyonce] Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

[Fergie] It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
[Leona] Just because you go through it
[Fergie] Don’t mean it got to take control, no
[Leona] You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
[Keyshia] Because the heart can beat the hate

[Leona] Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you
[Keyshia] And sayin’ you can’t go on
[Rihanna] I’m tellin’ you that
[Miley] Things get better
Through whatever

[Rihanna] If you fall
[Miley] Dust if off, don’t let up
[LeAnn] Don’t you know you
[Natasha] Can go
[LeAnn] Be your own
[Natasha] Miracle
[Carrie] You need to know

[Ensemble] CHORUS

[Mary] You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
[Ciara] If you fall, dust it off
[Mary] You can live your life

[Rihanna/Carrie] Yeah
[Mary] Let your heart be your guide
[Rihanna/Carrie] Yeah yeah yeah

[Mariah] And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good
[Ashanti] Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
[Mary] And it will get better
[Mariah] Through whatever

CHORUS 2x

[Fergie] You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within

[Everyone] THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Lovely song with lovely singers... It's a touching song... Love it!
List of singers: Beyonce Knowles, Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Rihanna, Fergie, Carrie Underwood, Miley Cyrus, Keyshia Sugababes, Mary J. Blige, Sheryl Crow, Fergie, Ashanti, LeAnn Rimes, Natasha Bedingfield

Movies

  • Aug. 29th, 2008 at 10:13 PM
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From Anne

1. What movie have you seen the most times in the theater? How many times?

Dark Knight, Ironman, Superman Returns and Lord of the Rings: Two Towers, eh, or Return of the King? The most I watch movies in the theater is two, and usually because I have different companions :D Watching movies in theather is best not on your own, definitely!

2. What was the last movie you walked out of in the theater?
Never. I am really picky in choosing what movie to watch, including reading the reviews first. If there's no good movie, then better not watch at all.

3. What is the first movie you remember seeing in a theater?
I think it was an old Indonesian movie for kids, I watched it when I was still in the elementary.

4. What is your favorite movie soundtrack?
Sounds of Music~! Undisputable. Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Rings. The score and Enya is brilliant. A Walk to Remember... Nice (recycled) and mellow songs. Um... Ada Apa Dengan Cinta... Love all the tracks. That's quite a bunch of favorites huh?

5. Have you ever dressed up as a movie character for Halloween? If so, who?
Nope, don't celebrate Halloween.

6. What was the first R-rated movie you ever saw? Were you allowed or did you sneak?
Huh? What kind of R-rated movie? *confused*

7. Star Wars (orig. trilogy) or Lord of the Rings?
Lord of the Rings... the story, the cast and special effect definitely rule! They got Oscars to prove it *grins*

8. Pacino or De Niro?
Al Pacino is the best! Love him in the Scent of the Woman.

9. Titanic...did it suck or was it great?
Hmmm, I think it's not bad, the chemistry is good and the plot isn't too shallow either.

10. What's your take on Cassavetes?
Never heard of it

11. Favorite John Hughes character?
Huh? Who's that?

12. Which movie gives you a boner (or makes you tingle)?
I tend to run or hide whenever there are spooky or scary scenes, not only horror movies, but especially horror movies... soo...

13. Which movie always makes you cry like the big puss you are?
Forget, rarely watch movies over and over again

14. What's the furthest you've ever gotten in a movie theater? (i.e, second base...)
Huh? What do you mean? I went to the theater only to watch movies

15. Speaking of sports metaphors, what's your favorite sports movie?
Remember the Titans, Coach Carter, all real life-based sports movie with moving underlying message

16. Favorite
(a)... teen movie?
10 Things I Hate About You.... Julia Stiles and...Heath Ledger... T_T

(b)...Quentin Tarantino movie?
Kill Bill vol. 1

(c)...Bill Murray movie?
I only watched a few, and supposedly... Groundhog Day.

(d)...romantic & / comedy?
Euh... Dunno. I rarely watched this, most Drew Barrymore movies are good. Something with Tom Hanks too :D

(e)...gangster movie?
The Godfather, nuff said.

(f)...horror movie?
Shutter, the Ring, the original one.

(g)...made for TV movie?
huh?

(h)...director?
Not really picky...

(i)...drug movie?
Dunno.

17. Which movie have you seen already but will never, ever, ever watch again?
I'm not sure. Nothing crosses my mind.

18. Which movie are you embarrassed to really like?
Why should be embarassed? Nope, I don't think I have one.

19. Which movie should be remade asap?
I don't know. Most movies are best remain original.

20. What the f*** happened to (insert answer)? He/she used to be so damn funny!
Adam Sandler and Ben Stiller

21. For the love of everything that's sacred, please someone stop (insert answer) from making another movie!
Every Production House owner in Indonesia with Indian names.

22. Which movie do all your friends love but you think is whatevs?
Harry Potter movies. I know, I just prefer the book

23. Which movie do you love but all your friends think is whatevs?
I don't know, I always find someone who agrees with me

24. If you could shag/date/marry any movie character, who would it be?
Peter Pevensie? *giggles*

25. Best movie ever?
Lord of The Ring Trilogy, and the Dark Knight

26. Book you wish would be made into a movie, and who would direct it?
Silmarillion, with various brilliant directors on each different part of the book. *grins*

Rambling Pt. 2

  • Aug. 27th, 2008 at 10:49 PM
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Here’s the Original Character’s Profile:

HIIRAGI SUIKO/TOMOE (name still tentative)

Eye Color: Dark blue
Hair Color: Black
Age: 14 years old
Birthday: February 24th
Blood Type: A
Horoscope sign: Aquarius
Height: 167cm
Weight: 45kg
Place of Birth: Japan
Favourite food: Anything edible, cheap and healthy, not really picky
Hobbies: Reading, cooking, playing chess, archery

The Beginning
She was born in a scholar family. Her parents were university professors whose reputation was known worldwide. She was the only child, and because of it, she has her parents’ full attention. Although she had her parents’ attention, she wasn’t spoiled at all. Like most parents, they tried to make their children better than them. Since young she has been encouraged to learn as much as possible, not only from books, but also from her surroundings. With such open-minded and supportive family, it was natural that she grew into a sharp and observant child with scholar’s neutral and objective mindset.

She was gentle and sensitive by nature, making her more connected with other people’s feelings, and it wasn’t always a good thing, because she connected with all kind feelings, included dark and negative feelings. The experience gave her awareness of how cold and cruel reality could be, and it scared the young child at the time. Fortunately, her parents were there to guide her and show her how to remain true to herself and see the best in everything. And it shaped her into what she was now.

She was rather tall and lanky for girls around her age and always wore her hair in a braid that makes her rather distinguishable. She went to a prestigious school that was Haru’s school’s sister school. She didn’t stand out in the school because she doesn’t like being in the spotlight, but had her share of admirers due to her no-pretense attitude and her willingness to help anyone in need. She didn’t try to gain attention to herself; she didn’t mind not having friends, and she didn’t really care for others’ thoughts of her. She tended to shy away from people when it wasn’t required of her, and avoided looking them in the eye because she was able to read people easily.

When she entered junior high, her parents went to do their research around the world. She chose to stay instead going with her parents, despite their objections. She didn’t want to hinder her parents doing the work they loved. She soon learned to live on her own. She works part time at a small café close to her house whose owner is a good friend of her parents to earn money in case her parents forget to fill in the bank account (which happens quite frequently, considering how lost they can be once they’re immersed in their research) and it’s how she meets Tsuna.

The Meeting

It was an accident meeting, nothing Reborn-schemed meetings. It had been raining, and Tsuna was looking for a shelter. The moment she laid her eyes on the soaked wet boy, she could see the good he possessed. It was the reason why she tried to make the boy as comfortable as possible in the time he was in the café. Even she knew he needed someone to talk to, she didn’t push him, and the considerate gesture didn’t go unnoticed by Tsuna. It took quite a while for Tsuna to finally dare to initiate a conversation with her. In a short time, they found many similarities and in the end, they became good friends. That led to Tsuna’s regular random visits to the café and she got used to the visits and became looking forward to it. Having been exposed with various mixture of the best and worst of people, being with Tsuna was a good and welcomed change. He became one of the few people she truly felt comfortable with and it appeared it was the same for Tsuna who enjoyed spending time in her presence. Maybe because she wasn’t related to the Vongola, that she was a complete stranger who had no expectation of what kind of person he should be and that made him feel more like himself around her.

Tsuna gave snippets of his life that were Vongola related without giving away too much, she didn’t fail to notice this, but she respected his decision and tried to help him the only way she knew. Without realizing it, she helped him many times with her advice. She helped Tsuna to realize his worth and to find confidence in himself.

The Trial
One day, Tsuna appeared in the café with different air than usual. She hid her worry, and waited until the boy revealed it himself if he intended to share it with her. Then suddenly Tsuna started to speak of the world of ten years later, the mafia, and the Vongola. She was completely taken aback, but she was able to accept it easier than most people, thanks to her open mindedness. He warned her not to get involved in order for her not to get hurt, because he even failed to protect those who were close to him. She could feel the pain, anger and sadness Tsuna felt and it made her heart ache. Then he gave him a small box and was told to keep it safe and hidden. He didn’t explain what it was, but it showed her how much he trusted her. Then she never saw him again.

She kept the box safe and hidden like Tsuna told him too and paid it little attention to it. But ever since she was in the possession of it, things started to happen to her. It started with the dreams with such hauntingly real quality of tears and blood, pain and anguish, pride and joy, rise and fall, of people living and dying that she felt that she was truly part of it. It had shaken her greatly and she had difficulty in recovering from the fierce onslaught of what appeared as memories of the past. There were times when she woke up in cold sweat and tears. However, eventually she found her resolve and composure, trying to see through the dreams that she thought resembled greatly like lessons her parents gave her but with more emphasis on the consequences.

After she came to that realization, she started to hear things, of people she knew and didn’t know talking around her. The first thing she noticed, it wasn’t people’s thoughts or feelings she could hear, but actual conversations that could be taken place far from her. It was disconcerting; nonetheless, she had trouble in separating the real conversations around her and the ones she heard from other places, and then to tune them out, although the latter was much easier for her. And the strange things didn’t end there, things appearing and disappearing and there was one time she suddenly in other place in a blink of an eye. This time her scholar aptitude helped her figure out that all the occurrences was related to the shadows. She struggled to understand and control her shadow-related abilities without guidance.

When she was getting frustrated, the box she had hidden well suddenly appeared before her, revealing a ring with round dark gem that shone brightly. When she opened her eyes she was surrounded by endless images and a lone figure standing before her, a woman who introduced herself as the Shadow of Vongola. She explained to her what the Shadow was and its role in the Vongola famiglia. She answered that she was chosen because she met the most important requirement of the Shadow, that the person had to be able to trust and understand the Sky, and so was the other way around. However, her resolve must be tested, because the power granted to the Shadow couldn’t be given to any person and if her resolve wasn’t strong enough, she wouldn’t be able to endure everything that she had been given taste of, which would be much worse when she became the Shadow.

The thought of the responsibility given to her weighed her greatly, being the logical person she was, but she thought of Tsuna, and the chance to actually make a difference. She revealed her wish to help everyone, at the least people close to her, which included Tsuna. She wanted to help Tsuna achieve what he wanted without losing himself in the process, because they were similar and believed in the same thing. She would able to endure, as long as she knew she was doing something right.

Eventually her resolve was accepted, and she was officially became the Shadow of Vongola. At the same time, she also established some sort of telepathic link with Tsuna, although the other had yet to realize it. The previous Shadow’s last words to her was to keep the ring close by at all time, it would give her the guidance and control she needed.

The Shadow
The first thing she did when she became the Shadow was to fully control her shadow manipulating ability and then to gain as much as possible about the Vongola’s current condition. She decided to wear her ring on the chain on her neck because it was less conspicuous than on her finger. She became the Vongola’s silent guardian, watching over the family, especially the leader and his guardians. She was aware that even she was able to avoid physical fight with her ability; she couldn’t rely too much on the shadows. Fortunately her parents were overprotective enough to ensure their only daughter was able to defend herself that she had basic karate skill although her best skill laid on archery. Knowing this, she always carried bow and arrows whenever she went away for missions.

There were times she aided, even saved the Vongola quietly. She was content to be hidden in the shadows. Only Tsuna who was aware of her, and it was only because of their shared link that mostly she used to give warnings or advice. Her reluctance was caused by her of not being part of the family from the beginning and being an outsider that had no place among the family. Tsuna who noticed that immediately protested that she would be welcomed, or at the least he would make sure of it. She gave her word that in time she would come out before the family and Tsuna knew he couldn’t push her.

The time came for her to finally appear before the family was during the crisis where the present started to resemble the future Tsuna and the others had visited. She was the greatest difference between the current future and the other future, for in the other future, there was no Shadow. At first, only Tsuna and Reborn who fully accepted her presence, while others still regarded her suspiciously, despite the proof of the Shadow ring. She took it in stride, fitting in casually among the Vongola. She was given a private quarter in the library in the base with a computer that was connected to every source of information in the world that was set up by Gianini. The young inventor was the other person to accept her first in the base that stemmed from respect of her ability in fully utilizing the computer.

With her official appearance before the Vongola, she was more settled in her role as the Shadow. She was calmer and more composed, sometimes cold and calculating. There were times she intentionally went against Tsuna to play devil’s advocate, which earned her the guardians’ animosity despite Tsuna’s order to treat her with the same respect. Her unwavering resolve to be the Shadow strengthen Tsuna’s resolve as the Sky. Her presence visibly affected Tsuna, all the people in the base didn’t fail to notice that. After she took residence in the base, Tsuna spent more of his time with her. Both relished the comfort they gave to each other, having no need to pretend anything they weren’t, simply be themselves without the title and responsibility they bore.

Eventually the family started to see through the Shadow and saw the real her. The one who constantly watched over them, protected them. The one who was always there when they needed help. When she showed her true ability, the animosity turned into trust and respect.

Rambling Pt. 1

  • Aug. 24th, 2008 at 9:32 PM
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I wanna share my current obsession:

Katekyo Hitman Reborn.

I was introduced to this manga by [info]teruame, and then I found the series was available in my usual online manga reader, so I decided to give it a try. My first impression was, okay the drawing was decent enough… because the first thing I saw when I chose to read a manga was the drawing. If it was not good enough, even the story was good, it didn’t matter for me. But the longer I read, I grew kinda exasperated, because it wasn’t going anywhere for 40-50 chapters, and I was on the verge of giving it up. Until suddenly, the story picked up its pace, the moment the Kokuyous appeared. And then the story got more and more interesting, making me relieved that I didn’t give up on it. The drawings also got better, along with the characterization of every character introduced in the beginnings.

Of all characters, I like Tsuna the most, not simply he’s the main character or hero, but because he has the greatest potential to develop among others and he’s the easiest to relate. But then again, maybe that’s the typical main character’s trait ^^ Especially when I got a glimpse of what kind of person Tsuna became in ten years, and the fact Amano-sensei intentionally never drew 24-year-old Tsuna, it only added fuel to the fire of my curiosity.

I am rather a one fandom girl, when I’m obsessed in a fandom, pretty much my muse revolves around the fandom and the most fandom I could concentrate on is two. Right now, it’s Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Chronicles of Narnia. And along with the obsession comes along one of my bad habits…

Creating Original Character, or OCs.

I already have one for each fandom, with different backgrounds, but almost similar characteristics. I know, I know, I seem to lack imagination, but similar characteristics make me easier to flesh out the character, and to avoid the worst kind of OC possible, which is known as Mary Sue.

The truth is, I usually avoid making OCs as much as possible, but there are times when I wonder what happens if a certain kind of character is in a fandom, taking a certain role, but nothing to outshine the real characters of the fandom. Pretty much filling a role that hasn’t been filled by any character before.

And in this current obsession of mine, I want a character to fill up the role of a prominent female character which is rather lacking in this manga. There are two cute girls, two assassins, one tough Arcobaleno, two empathic Giglio Neros but they aren’t as involved as Tsuna, Reborn and the guardians in the famiglia business. I know the mafia isn’t a thing for girls; usually they stand aside, away from the hustle bustle, because they are the weak point for the men, unless they happen to be leader or successor. Especially in the KHR universe where all the main characters are physically strong, that makes it an unwritten standard by itself what kind of person can join the famiglia.

But at the same time, all brawn no brain is dangerous. Tsuna isn’t exceptionally bright, although with more time and his hyper intuition made him good enough to make good decisions on his own. Gokudera and Reborn actually can cover up this weakness of Tsuna. But they aren’t always around, even they have complete trust, but not necessarily also understanding. Then Vendicare comes to mind. There’s a theory that this certain organization doesn’t work for anyone, but only to the Vongola in whole. Their allegiance is not to a certain someone, but the Vongola itself, which means for its past, present and future and it can be in variety of methods, not necessarily the normal ones. It gives me an idea of what kind of person this OC is: Someone whose strong point isn’t her physical ability, but her mind, which means wide knowledge and sharp observation along with analytical skills. An ability that has been proven from time to time in history is possessed by many great leaders. Or at least, most leaders that we know of. I believe there are people who we don’t notice actually pulling the strings, preparing things to come like placing pawns on the chessboard, or arranging dominoes to trigger domino effect. Someone who’s working in the shadows, unnoticed.

The Shadow.

More of the Shadow )

To be continued…

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Pick Your Birth Month

  • May. 22nd, 2008 at 6:16 AM
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RULES: Pick your birth month.
Italic and underline anything (or use a different color) that doesn't apply to you.
Bold and maximize the five-ten that best apply to you.
Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.






JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious.Teach and loves to be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat, and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illness but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.



FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. hurt.Loves agressiveness. Too sensitive. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside but not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.



MARCH: Affectionate.Secretive.attractive personality.sexy.generous and Sensitive to others.Naturally honest. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. sympathetic.loves peace and serenity.Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Musically talented.Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Loves special things. Moody.





APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.



MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.



JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.



AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.



SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.



OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.



NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

David Cook is American Idol!

  • May. 21st, 2008 at 10:34 PM
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Wohoooo, congrats~!

It's a pretty tough choice actually, between the two Davids. The two are the strongest the whole season. They never got to the unsafe rankings.

They have strong fanbase, that's obvious. Both have their own style and strength. And... did I hear someone say, they're available? *wonders if I imagine it* Oh well...

Let's wait and see what the newest Idol can do.

Scary Angkot Driver

  • May. 17th, 2008 at 1:00 AM
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Yesterday there was an interesting  event (or events?). And it's related to  an angkot driver. For those who were confused of what  angkot was. See the pic on the left. Yeah, that's some sort of public transport in my country. They have this famous reputation of stopping anywhere, even at places where there are obvious forbidden signs of parking or stopping. So thus, it can be said that the main cause of traffic is this reckless and disobedient attitude of both the driver and the  passenger (of course, law of causality).  Like every human being, every driver has their own characteristics, but usually the drivers in my city, Bandung is pretty kind and polite. They answer the truth when asked of the streets they'll pass, they give change, and  answer when they're spoken to, at least most of them, and I never mte those who didn't do such, until yesterday.


I took this yellow-white angkot in front of  Salman (mosque) when I was about to go to Goethe in Riau, the driver was an old man with greying hair. I thought for an old man, he'd be calm and patient, and how I was proven wrong in just few minutes. When the angkot stayed still for a  while, waiting for potential passengers and  I think it wasn't really disturbing the  traffic, I mean the angkot position, for it was  the place where cars parked. But then suddenly, there was this guy on a motorcycle, banged on the  driver's side door, and said "Ngehalangin jalan Goblok!" translated to "You're blocking the road A**hole" (looks left, hey, interesting to translate that into English). I kinda hear that clearly because there was only  three other people in the angkot with me, and none of them were speaking.


Then the  driver got out from the car , I thought at first he intended to check the door that was banged, but instead.... he took out  a tyre wrench (that looks like an L) and chased the  motorcycler who  immediately sped up like  a chicken and nearly gotten hit if he didn't. All of us, passengers just looked shocked at the sight, and maybe afraid too... cause one by one  got off  from the angkot, leaving me by myself, whether it was intentional or not.

When we passed Unisba, there was an old  lady  getting into the angkot with enough difficulty, but the driver was rather patient, waiting calmly until the lady  got into  her seat safely, save for a certain motorcycle driver behind the angkot, which happened to be a pretty gal, but with incredibly short patience. She claxoned rather forcefully and loudly twice. And I just can't help to  be annoyed, girl, can't you see there's an old woman trying to get in? And what are you thinking by stopping behind an angkot when you know it can stop anytime? I don't know, maybe she didn't see, maybe she didn't mean anything, but I couldn't help but to slightly be irked.


Overall, it was a pretty eventful incident, but I kinda disappointed that the people of my city whom I deem pretty decent, have such dark side that's not afraid to show itself to others to see. I hope it's only a few in a million... I hope...

BTW, Thomas team sucks... Got flattened out by South Korea =_= 3-0! Not even giving enough fight or difficulty to the opponent. Bye bye Thomas cup... Now let's just hope for Uber cup then... And it's interesting when most have their hopes higher to the boys, it's the girls who manages to surpass their target. Love ya girls~! You're AMAZING! Beat CHINA! XDD

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